Time to come back

I have figured life seems tough without God.  Recently (the last 3 months) I have missed out on church and have not made any effort to have a quiet time each day with God.  Work is very busy, I am constantly tired and have no time for anything apart from sleep and work.  Time is always an issue.  God deserves all of my time and yet I can't find even 10 minutes to sit and be quiet and listen to Him.  I know He has much to say, especially since we haven't talked in 3 months!

God, I'm sorry.

Psalm 81

I hear this most gentle whisper from One

I never guessed would speak to me:

"I took the world off your shoulders,

freed you from a life of hard labor.

You called to me in your pain;

I got you out of a bad place.

I answered you from where the thunder hides."

My minds been all over the place about jobs recently.  Do I apply to bigger centres to help get known, so I have a better chance at applying for the training scheme, or do I stay safe and comfortable in the place I like and not get out the boat.  The boat is warm and comfy, not wet and dangerous.  I figured in the end I would apply, push the doors a little and knock.  Would God open one for me or not, leave it in His hands, and whichever door He opens for me I will walk through with Him accompanying me.

Take every opportunity that God gives us, be persistent and never give up.

I have a job in Waikato from December (doctor changeover time in NZ), it is big and scary but I know He will be there carrying me and supporting me.

Be still and know that I am God.